{"id":14336,"date":"2016-11-22T10:37:40","date_gmt":"2016-11-22T09:37:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/?p=14336"},"modified":"2016-11-22T10:44:31","modified_gmt":"2016-11-22T09:44:31","slug":"the-void-in-the-mirror","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/the-void-in-the-mirror\/","title":{"rendered":"The void in the mirror"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I met a woman,<br \/>\nshe was sitting in front of me &#8220;on the wrong train&#8221;, she said.<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s why she paid a fine of 8 euros over it.<\/p>\n<p>Her ex boyfriend liked this quote &#8220;the best is an enemy of the good&#8221;,<br \/>\nmaybe he forgot it when he screw to her: \u00a0&#8220;I feel ashamed about you&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Wrinkles on her face and qa short haircut, che was touching it , while saying &#8220;I was different at those times&#8221;.<br \/>\nProbably she was cuddling sad memories:<br \/>\n&#8220;One day I looked at the mirror. There was a reflection of my childood dremas in it. My ex boyfriend liked that quote &#8211; The best is an enemy of the good&#8221;. Did he remember it while teaching me how to hate myself &#8217;cause I wasn&#8217;t enough?<br \/>\nThat reflection was wrong.<br \/>\nI was wrong.<\/p>\n<div>I&#8221;ve always had more words in my pocket than anyone else I know, more than him as \u00a0well&#8230; So justifing was simple.<br \/>\nWhan I run out of words, I used to buy them. Spending all my money on them&#8230;And on makeup and clothes as well&#8230; Kinda drugs to make the reflection look better and better.<br \/>\nBut never so good enough.So the reflection improved and it started to appear different from my self.<br \/>\nThe reflection took my words, my reactions.<br \/>\nIt used to pass its time faking a perfect happiness.<br \/>\nOur fake and so commercial happiness.<\/p>\n<p>When the reflection told me &#8220;It&#8217;s over, we failed&#8221;, I replied &#8220;Yes, you&#8217;re right&#8221;.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>We promised we&#8217;ll never see each other again&#8230;Leaving that home we&#8217;ve chosen and loved as hell, where we&#8217;ll never live again.While kissing goodbye it gave me 8 euros&#8230;What&#8217;s left from the words&#8217; sale.<br \/>\nAnd I took the wrong train&#8221; &#8211; she said-<br \/>\n&#8220;But it&#8217;s my stop, so now I&#8217;m ready to get off&#8221;.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14322\" src=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5.jpg\" alt=\"il vuoto nello specchio\" width=\"850\" height=\"1276\" srcset=\"https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5.jpg 850w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5-199x300.jpg 199w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5-682x1024.jpg 682w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5-330x495.jpg 330w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5-690x1035.jpg 690w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_5-386x580.jpg 386w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14324\" src=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7.jpg\" alt=\"il vuoto nello specchio\" width=\"850\" height=\"988\" srcset=\"https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7.jpg 850w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7-258x300.jpg 258w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7-330x383.jpg 330w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7-690x802.jpg 690w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_7-498x580.jpg 498w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14326\" src=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3.jpg\" alt=\"lo-specchio_3\" width=\"850\" height=\"1081\" srcset=\"https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3.jpg 850w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3-235x300.jpg 235w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3-805x1024.jpg 805w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3-330x419.jpg 330w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3-690x877.jpg 690w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_3-456x580.jpg 456w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14328\" src=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2.jpg\" alt=\"lo-specchio_2\" width=\"850\" height=\"1256\" srcset=\"https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2.jpg 850w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2-203x300.jpg 203w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2-692x1024.jpg 692w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2-330x487.jpg 330w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2-690x1019.jpg 690w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_2-392x580.jpg 392w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14330\" src=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1.jpg\" alt=\"lo-specchio_1\" width=\"850\" height=\"1183\" srcset=\"https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1.jpg 850w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1-215x300.jpg 215w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1-735x1024.jpg 735w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1-330x459.jpg 330w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1-690x960.jpg 690w, https:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/lo-specchio_1-416x580.jpg 416w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>Ph. Sara Cartelli<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00a9 The Eat Culture<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I met a woman, she was sitting in front of me &#8220;on the wrong train&#8221;, she said. 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