{"id":14711,"date":"2017-01-18T11:06:03","date_gmt":"2017-01-18T10:06:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/?p=14711"},"modified":"2017-04-04T16:25:41","modified_gmt":"2017-04-04T14:25:41","slug":"come-back-to-me-this-time-to-stay","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/come-back-to-me-this-time-to-stay\/","title":{"rendered":"COME BACK TO ME. THIS TIME TO STAY."},"content":{"rendered":"<ul>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">You&#8217;re back?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I was never gone.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Didn\u2019t you live<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> here a month ago right?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Right.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">So you&#8217;re back.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yes, but I didn\u2019t want <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">to.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> This city is <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">like<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> a magnet to me and I can\u2019t run away. I didn\u2019t want to return, but in the end, I&#8217;m here. Back here. As every month, weekend, holiday, wedding or funeral. It <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">won\u2019t<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> let me go.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Who, the city?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yes, the city. I tried, believe me. I didn\u2019t want to go back.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Then go, leave again!<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> What is stopping you?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In spite of myself, this is the only place that ever wanted me. I tried with all my strength but nothing, all the signals tell me to stop. Here. Now.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The smoke signals?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Don\u2019t mess with me<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. I searched for four new flats. All busy. I sent dozens of <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">curriculum<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. No reply. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nothingness<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It&#8217;s his fault?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Not at least not entirely. He threw, hurt, humiliated, trampled me . In one shot he managed to make me feel fragile, alone, abandoned. A woman not to be proud <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">of<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. But\u2026<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">But you&#8217;re not alone. You are here.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yes, for the umpteenth time I&#8217;m here. Again.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This is the woman that you should not be proud of, one that is self-pity. You have chosen to return home. You told me this, that night on the phone. A <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">sharp<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> text message: &#8220;I want to <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">come<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> home.&#8221;<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was the first thing I thought after all that mess.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It means that wasn\u2019t your home.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I just wanted to come back to my affections, my dogs, you, myself.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">You wanted to come back to me?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Also.<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And now you&#8217;re here, what can I do for you?<\/span><\/li>\n<li><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Do not make me leave again.<\/span><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-14705 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare.jpg\" alt=\"Come back to me. This time to stay.\" width=\"850\" height=\"882\" srcset=\"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare.jpg 850w, http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare-289x300.jpg 289w, http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare-330x342.jpg 330w, http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare-690x715.jpg 690w, http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/ritorno-da-me.-Per-restare-558x580.jpg 558w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>Graphic Design: Silvia Blazina<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You&#8217;re back? I was never gone. Didn\u2019t you live here a month ago right? Right. So you&#8217;re back. Yes, but I didn\u2019t want to&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":14708,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[916],"tags":[1351],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14711"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14711"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14711\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15299,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14711\/revisions\/15299"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14708"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14711"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14711"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/test.theeatculture.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14711"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}